went to pulau ketam

today oo

duno is wat

fvcking day lai de

went to pulau ketam

damn hot man

n the sun so shine

but i duno m i being darker

fvck

hey gal

jz try lar

dun say no to me

jz try

myb u'll like it

gv me n u a chance

dun jz say no

hope ur listening

but ur nt listening

haiz

jz try

jz try

jz try

okay?

think carefully

about tat

last thing

jz try la

haha

exam

dis time de exam

no nid put the bagz

out side de wor

duno y

jz put it on the floor

thn i go cheat lor

haha

damn easy dy lor

gt speech

i oso gt speech de thing

lolx

n my fren bside me

alwiz gv me answer oo

vry gd

haha

but cheat is jz lie to myslf
so oso nid study hard lor

hehex^^

sok k

today i buy k frm my fren

thn exam mar

so i din sok 1st lor

after exam

i went to toilet n sok

walau..

i feelz like..ntg

lolx

thn im thinking

ei?

y ntg happen de

m i using the wrong way to sok ler?

thn i go bck class

think think think

thn i stand up

walau

damn dizzy man

i feelz i gt a great strength

thn call sum1 to fight wit me lor

walau

reli "da li"dy oo

n i hit the wall oso no feeling leh

walau

crazy le

haha

but the taste is bitter

wah

vry song ler

so high

like i can fly

woohoo

i sot liao

haiz

sok dou sot dy

dun try dis

my fren

reli reli reli

dun try dis

u'll be addicted to it

n today u say"wat u looking at,

ur eyez vry ugly ar"to me

walau

ur smiling n saying dis to me

im so happy man

hope we can be frenz like old time

haha

damn angry today

today when i go organ class

my dad n i go fetch my sis

in smk taman desa

thn a guy suddenly

open my dad's door

thn hit my dad

walau

i reli vry angry

i jz wanna get down the car n

fight wit the guy u noe

but gt another guy cum n hlp oo

aiyo

oso duno hw

wat the..

im so..

arrrrrrrrrrrr

fvck

i wanna find the guy out

i wanna hit the guy bck

in front of my dad

im god damn angry nw

>.<

T.T

feel sad tat i cant hlp

feelz like im useless

ou shit

1st time wear colour con..hehex

today ar

im waiting 4 the guy

tat hlp me buy con d

at the bus stop

thn bside the bus stop is the guard hse

n he's standing beside the guard hse oo

so i cant c him lor

wat the

wait him 4 long time

hez jz standing bside the g.hse

thn he go in to skul wit his frenzzz lor

walau

all galz lai de oo

but jz 1 can let ppl c oni

lolx

thn he give me the con lor

after skul i go bck hme

n wear it lor

walau

can c green oso ler

wah

1st time reli nt comfort

wear more few timez 1st lor

walau

n vry scary oo

far far c vry nice d

but look nearly ler

vry "ga"

lolx

duno y today ar

feelz like

ntg to say like tat oo

so i write le dis

oso meaningless de

haiz

i oso duno wat im tlking

wat the hell

boring day

today cum bck frm kampung le

thn bck to my home

yeah

prepare things for 2molo

thn

go ply com

go eat

go bth

thn ply com bck

wat a boring day

sienz like hell

2molo going to take

my pair of contact lenz

yes

green 1

so happy

act i buy grey d

but the guy say

green 1 thn i say ok lor

but i still 1 grey

ok lar

dis time i buy from u

"bao bei"

wait me gt money 1st

i think

2 weeks

lolx

bck to kampung

today wake up

still same lar

evrywhr pain

haiz

oso duno when i'll be ok

jz wait lor

but i think i love roller dy

coz i still wan roller

haha

itz like drugz to me nw

hope i can c u roll

n roll wit u

till nw

i oso duno the reason

y u treat me like a stranger

hope u can tell me soon

n today is my grandpa's

尾七

so i cum bck kampung

ntg to do

sienz

but tomolo going bck le

hou choi

lolx

my 1st roller..TT

today start to exam le

still can answer the ques lor

thn after skul

me, my bro n my "sou sou"

go secret recipe eat oo

thy 2 oso eat cake

jz me eat chiken curry puff oni

after tat

me n my bro n ah weng

lou tek go bck home

n bath

thn we go k4 eat

but i din eat lar

jz go thr yam cha

thn we go 7th floor roller

walau

me pokai many timez dy ler

i think hv 8/9 times

thn nw

evrywhr pain

oh god..damn it

n nw oso damn tired

haiz

vry pain ar

TT

duno tomolo ok dy mar ler

hope i'll revive fster lar

nitez^^

bleed

today when im bathing oo

i bleed leh

myb is bcoz lack of water(din drink water)

i alwiz bleed d

duno y

aiya

itz normal to me dy lar

haha

today at skul vry sienz

coz my fren din cum again today

they say go roller wor

fun meh?

oso duno thm d

i'll say like dis myb is bcoz of

i duno roller

shhhhh....

haha

when i go k4

thy still plying roller

wah

nt tired meh

cum skul lar

im vry sienz ler

cum skul tomolo

ok?

vomit..XP

today i've drink a lot of water

n i wlk vry fst to home

thn i vomit

bt ntg la

jz spilt sum water out

still remember i smoke 1st time

evryday oso vomit ler

thn i gt gastric problem

thn go clinic lor

the doc say 1 inject ass oo

walau

i vry scare of injection d

still 1 inject on my ass

wah

damn pain ler

but ofcoz i dun hv cry la

so easy to cry

im nt man dy lor

lolx