Sunday, September 20, 2009

forgive?

i've forgiven you dear
but sometimes i just
cant let it go..
i'm so mad when i'm
thinking about what you did me..
wtf?
we've break already
but the reason..
it's unbelieveable..
fuck..
i cant forget what you've done to me
make me so hurt..
but that's good..
i got an experience that
very less people had..
haiz
recover?
also dont know how long
i'll be recovered
everything's just came so sudden..
we're fucked..

Saturday, September 19, 2009

i still love you

no matter what you've done to me
i still love you my dear...
i dont know why i just cant hate you
for a long time...
and now i've forgiven you
i'm so stupid
i know it's your fault
but just dont keep blaming yourself okay?
but i still dont know what's
the reason you did that...
what the fuck
i cant accept this...
when you told me that im so shock..
lol
how could you did this to me...
wao..
that's really hurt...
the pain...
it's hard to mention...
the taste...
it's bitter...
im so suffer...
dont know how to face you...
why you juz dint think about what
will the end becomes...
last time you said ur fren...
now your turn...
why we'll be like this is just your fucking fault...
im really really so shock when you told me that...
but i still love you my dear...
i just cant accept what you've done to me
still love you...
muackz..
i hate myself...