holiday...lolx

my holiday is already arrive...lol
but i duno wat to do at home...
haiz...
all my friend also go work dy...
i duno who i still can find when im outside...
so sien ar...
im thinking to find a work...
but im lazy...and also duno go where to find lo...
im too free now la...not song...
ut can go shopping wit my gal gal dis sat...lol
im so excited...cant wait till tat day...haha...
she changed my mind last saturday...
lol...
made me stop the foolish thing i was going to do...
thank you babe...lol...
mwuackxz..XD

i got a bad decision

i was just bought a maxis sim card cause my babe is using maxis...
i din told my dad...
but yesterday he ask me you got another sim card is it?
i say no...
after that he ask me the second time...
then i say yes...
then he just fuck me like shit...
i just buy a sim card and lie to him once...
wat the hell...
he's got a big reaction...
fuck...
i dun like this...
just a sim card no need so mad gua...
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he's insane...
whack me till my ear hole bleed...
there's many blood on my hand...
im so fucking dulan dy...
then he ask me to give him my gf's number...
i've no choice...
i just gave it to him...
then e call my gf...
scold her...
my heart is so pain...
damn dulan...
then i fuck him back lo...
wat the hell...
this home is just a mess bcoz of him...
i got a bad decision...
i dont know am i going to do tat...
it's enough...
i dont wanna live in this home...
im gonna find work for myself...
dont k la...
sry mom...
hey babe...
you'll stand on my side ritez?
hope you will...
love you muackz...

new relationship...lol

19th nov 2009...i chase a gal call sL...
she's so cute...charming...and...she's pretty tall...
lol...
i like tall gals...bcoz im tall also...so it's match with me...
but we seldom pak tol...
cause she cant out normally...and i just can see her at tuition...
but we cant be so close is bcoz of one tuition teacher...
she's so duo lan yeh...
she call her dont accept me 1st...
need me to wait...6 months...lol
sot dy meh...6 month...later i wait till chi sin...
when tat time she call her dont accept me 1st...we're already is a couple...
so she said dont wanna let teacher know 1st...
lie her 1st...
lol
but i feel tat can see her everyday it's enough...
she said tat she love me more then before...
and i wont disappoint her...lol
hey babe...
sry for yesterday's...
so shame
haha...but you din mad then ok dy lar...
love you muackz...

new relationship...lol

pmr is over

finally pmr is over..

i've suffer for 1 month bcoz of this

tuition tuition tuition..

im getting insane

wat the hell

lol

hey

sorry la

mad for wat la

you see my message wor

whr can like tat wan leh

nxt time be clever a bit

dont see ppl's privasy

you're just making ppl dulan only

very song meh?

see see see

lol

sorry la

kay?

dont mad at all

forgive?

i've forgiven you dear

but sometimes i just

cant let it go..

i'm so mad when i'm

thinking about what you did me..

wtf?

we've break already

but the reason..

it's unbelieveable..

fuck..

i cant forget what you've done to me

make me so hurt..

but that's good..

i got an experience that

very less people had..

haiz

recover?

also dont know how long

i'll be recovered

everything's just came so sudden..

we're fucked..

i still love you

no matter what you've done to me

i still love you my dear...

i dont know why i just cant hate you

for a long time...

and now i've forgiven you

i'm so stupid

i know it's your fault

but just dont keep blaming yourself okay?

but i still dont know what's

the reason you did that...

what the fuck

i cant accept this...

when you told me that im so shock..

lol

how could you did this to me...

wao..

that's really hurt...

the pain...

it's hard to mention...

the taste...

it's bitter...

im so suffer...

dont know how to face you...

why you juz dint think about what

will the end becomes...

last time you said ur fren...

now your turn...

why we'll be like this is just your fucking fault...

im really really so shock when you told me that...

but i still love you my dear...

i just cant accept what you've done to me

still love you...

muackz..

i hate myself...